Ponder through..

looking forward to....
hoping for...
i wish...

fruitfulness...
firmness...
happiness....

so hard..
so far...

But it will happen...

Oh No...

You Are 24% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit. Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

How Girly Are You?

I'm going to stop procrastinating from now on

And i will ... =)

15 April 2000

the day we are together
when you hold my hand
the day filled with blessings
the day i'll never forget

just for you

you are the first to:

hold my hands - assure me and make me feel secure -
give me hugs - whenever i need someone beside me -
stole my kiss - it's awkward cos it's my first -
make me feel blessed - never would i expect it's you -
make me blush - u do make me blush -
make me cry - ' sorry' is the word i had been longing to tell you -
make me sad - the decision i made was harsh -
make me happy - still cheer me up whenever i think of you -
make me do comparisons - why can't other guys be like you -
make me lose concentration - you keep appearing in my mind -
make me angry - angry with myself for the way things are now -
feel regret - that i gave up someone that mean so much to me -
make me realise that there's love in my life...

Meant to be

thank you

appear when least expect

never thought this would happen

whenever feeling bad

not sure what to do

knowing it's not right

but dont want it to end

it's a bad thought

maybe just love not meant to be

infant world

being in the world
where smiles reappearing

never thought this feeling
would come back to me

if this is just a dream
i hope i would be

in the infant world
for as long as i can