just for you

you are the first to:

hold my hands - assure me and make me feel secure -
give me hugs - whenever i need someone beside me -
stole my kiss - it's awkward cos it's my first -
make me feel blessed - never would i expect it's you -
make me blush - u do make me blush -
make me cry - ' sorry' is the word i had been longing to tell you -
make me sad - the decision i made was harsh -
make me happy - still cheer me up whenever i think of you -
make me do comparisons - why can't other guys be like you -
make me lose concentration - you keep appearing in my mind -
make me angry - angry with myself for the way things are now -
feel regret - that i gave up someone that mean so much to me -
make me realise that there's love in my life...

Meant to be

thank you

appear when least expect

never thought this would happen

whenever feeling bad

not sure what to do

knowing it's not right

but dont want it to end

it's a bad thought

maybe just love not meant to be

infant world

being in the world
where smiles reappearing

never thought this feeling
would come back to me

if this is just a dream
i hope i would be

in the infant world
for as long as i can

Give up

reach a point
where disappointment overflows

what's the point now
to carry on?

trying my best to persevere
but do i stand a chance to do so?

feeling numb of everything
think it's time to let them go

giving up?
maybe
maybe not