Sorry

I did something wrong today...
I told my dear friend to stay far away from me...
It has been a bad day for me...
And i didn't stay in school till im suppose to be..
Instead i took a walk down the beach...
It was a long long walk...
Thinking about lots of things...
It's not good to bottle everything up
But i didn't know how to tell anyone...
I guess some are just silly things that people might just laugh about them...
At the end of the walk I felt worse...
I don't know what i should do tomorrow...
Who can help me...
I guess i need help eventually...
Please tell me what I should do...
What i shouldn't do...
To my dear friend
I'm really really sorry...

Meant to be alone

Just as i thought things are getting better
Same thing happen again

wondering what causes it

Does it happen to everyone
or is it just me?

I hate this feeling
start to wonder
whether i'm meant to be alone

I'm getting afraid
to lose all the friendships

maybe...
Everything is just a coincidence...
maybe...
It's just me...

Complexity

"Friend" is such a complex word.
What does it mean exactly?

Is your definition the same as mine?
Even if I treat you like one
Am I one in your mind?

Things will get better

And i think it will
=)

Follow your heart

偶尔放慢自己的脚步，
听听心里所要说的话。
用心作的决定，
有可能是解决问题最好的方法。。。

The Day

The Day i spent with me and myself
The Day i spoke the least
The Day i walk around aimlessly
Till it's time to be back home

The night before i don't know why
Tears just flowed down through my eyes
Thoughts and thoughts come gushing by
Till i'm so worn out
I can't take it at all

Sharing time

Sharing is so important
Yet so hard

Who are we willing to share?
What are we going to talk about?
How to go about it?

Actually...
Just a matter of whether i'm willing
and whether u want to listen

Are you going to listen?
Are you...