Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Sorry

I did something wrong today...
I told my dear friend to stay far away from me...
It has been a bad day for me...
And i didn't stay in school till im suppose to be..
Instead i took a walk down the beach...
It was a long long walk...
Thinking about lots of things...
It's not good to bottle everything up
But i didn't know how to tell anyone...
I guess some are just silly things that people might just laugh about them...
At the end of the walk I felt worse...
I don't know what i should do tomorrow...
Who can help me...
I guess i need help eventually...
Please tell me what I should do...
What i shouldn't do...
To my dear friend
I'm really really sorry...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Meant to be alone

Just as i thought things are getting better
Same thing happen again

wondering what causes it

Does it happen to everyone
or is it just me?

I hate this feeling
start to wonder
whether i'm meant to be alone

I'm getting afraid
to lose all the friendships

maybe...
Everything is just a coincidence...
maybe...
It's just me...